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[09 Apr 2007|11:46pm] |
everyday of my life is just stress in its highest form.
but for some reason its never overwhelming.
i think its because the stress comes from the love of my life.
her days are way more stressful than mine and its overtaking her but as always im trying my hardest to take on as much of that burden as i can. but im running out of time and so is she. at least maybe soon ill be able to see her again.
hug her
hold her
kiss her
love her.
thats all i want now is her and its eating away at me.
i love her and will not give up this easy.
not really a vent but whatever i just wanted to talk.
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| i love her! |
[01 Feb 2007|11:47pm] |
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she is the most amazing person i have ever met. and also the most beautiful.
im gonna hold on tight to this one and not let go until she pushes me off.
look how pretty!
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| life since last post. |
[24 Jan 2007|12:01am] |
christmas was good with the family and i got some pretty good stuff.
went to utah to see my great great uncle and me and him got drunk and fed deer.
school started...
had to go to church camp
church camp as a side note was a very good experience for me as in i now see what i need to do to help make my life better and more comfortable.
trying to quit drugs and lessen my alcohol assumption so please will no one offer me drugs of any sorts.
school sucks and im already failing
oh this goes in there some where... i now have the most beautiful gf in the world
3 weeks later gf breaks up with me cause she needs to find herself before she can have as serious of a relationship as we want to have with each other. but its ok cuse she still loves me and i love her so we will be together soon.
still failing
needing forgiveness from alot of people and not having the balls to ask for it.
might be talking about my camp experience at church... it should be a moving experience.
ummm i think thats it.
oh and i realize very few people care.
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| CANCER!!!! |
[06 Dec 2006|12:23am] |
FUCK CANCER!!!!!!
i cant believe he has cancer.
:'(
i havent cried in along time and i cant believe i am now.
someone pray for him please.
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| ive had a good week |
[02 Dec 2006|01:37am] |
where almost nothing happened.
so no shocks make it good.
congradulate me.
oh and its been a good cs week to cause im good at scouting again.
NERD!
ill pwn your n00b ass
hahah i love you guys.
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[27 Nov 2006|12:17pm] |
im glad i still an asshole.
i thought i was actually being nice for a while and we cant have that.
oh and ima dick cant for get that.
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| hahahaha yes |
[21 Nov 2006|11:13pm] |
NOW were gonna go out.
and when i say NOW i mean in a few months when she gets home.
untill them im "single" but not at the same time.
its ok i love her through it all.
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[20 Nov 2006|12:44pm] |
i may have wasted 6 months of my life
i may have been an asshole the whole time
i may have hurt alot ppl in the process
but...
i love her more than ive ever loved anyone
and because of that ill do anything for her
i love her and it was all worth it to me.
p.s. i have balls and will stay.
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| i saw... |
[08 Nov 2006|11:57pm] |
the coolest person ever again today at my work.
and now im watching scrubs.
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| i noticed this... |
[28 Oct 2006|04:39pm] |
everytime i make out with a girl the girl always ends up with her laying away from me going... this is such a mistake.
i mean y is this. is it really that bad that im with you?
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| good news |
[16 Oct 2006|02:12am] |
i wanna start skating again...
now i just have to find time to do that
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| yay |
[06 Oct 2006|06:54pm] |
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i hope this pans out good for me cause im sick of this triangle shit.
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| i love |
[30 Sep 2006|12:29am] |
hooooooooooooooooooookah
and doing shotguns
and dancing
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